1. |
Why
04:33
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I want to know why
You the preachers of peace
Are the reason for death
More wars are fought
On your say of salvation
For your own riches
After the deed is done
You condemn there actions
As inhumane
But still hate on those
Whom have different opinions to your own
And when they attack back
You name them terrorists
A danger to peace
Your own version of peace
Without understanding that
You destroyed there peace
Retaliation is human nature
Tell me why
I need to know why
You bring so much grief and suffering
Upon this cursed world
I want to understand
But with your illogical actions
It’s impossible to
My hate for you
Grows each and every single day
In the name of peace and love
More people have died than lived
Cried than smiled
Been broken than fixed
Because of the orders you have given
Peace will never be achieved
As long as the world is divided
You keep it like this
For more riches
Taking away from those whom need it most
And tighten the leash
Or at least try to
Motherfucker your time will come one day
And you reign of rule will be over
More people have died than lived
Cried than smiled
Been broken than fixed
Because of the orders you have given
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2. |
Cave
05:19
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I’m in the cave
Where the sun don’t shine
Hiding from the world
From the monsters
Crippling fear holds me in
Finding my self incapable of sleep
My demons crawl in my head at night
This insomnia I can’t let go
Someone please save me from my self
If not forever will I be locked in this cave
Where the sun don’t shine
Hiding from my own shadow
From the monsters I have created
Sleep destress is all I know
In the end only drugs help
Restless nights I still have
I need a solution fast
Or else I will shortly go crazy
Insane out of my mind
Trying to hold on my mind
Griping tight in my sleep
Like a kid scared underneath the sheets
A cry for help no one hears
In the middle of the woods
In the end I can only wait
You see we all at some point
put ourselves in a cave or cage where we close ourselves in
incapable of escape but ironically the key to exit is in our hands
Waiting for a savior
In the end though only I can save my self
To fight the monsters
And at last be free
I want to go free
I need to go free
But for my salvation someone else has to suffer
So after all I stay in the cave
Afraid of the monster that is civilization
That’s why after all these years I'm still here
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3. |
Follow Through
03:14
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4. |
Deadly Crime
07:16
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In the fog of the morning
Silence rips my hart
The spirit’s of thy underworld
Whisper to me
Whisper to me
It’s your time
Your time to shine
Your time to cry
Your time to die
Your time
In the fog I miss my love
They took it away
To quiet to stand alone
But I do it anyway
And I realized
It’s my time
My time to shine
My time to cry
My time to die
My time to sing
Sing along a death song
I hang my self from the noose
Agonizing pain through my body
As life drifts away
Thinking of all the times I’ve been wronged
In my final breath I say goodbye
To this cruel and unforgiving world
It’s my crime
My crime to shine
My crime to cry
My crime to die
All in all there all crimes
there’s no escape from this fate
as there deadly crimes with
no forgiveness no salvation
no redemption just pitch black darkness
With no salvation no redemption no forgiveness
With no redemption no forgiveness no salvation
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5. |
Passage I
06:58
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As any other day I open my eyes and get up from bed
The morning sun shines through the windows blinding me for a moment
I wash up then proceed to eat breakfast and get ready for work
I walk to the subway with music in my ears, shutting my self in to me
I exit the train and head to my workplace, a small cubicle enclosed in grey cupboard
Sitting on a chair and looking in to a computer all day long, only getting up for lunch, until my shift is over
After work me and some co-workers go out for drinks, but as always I sit in silence
Once we finish our drink I go home to watch some TV, Ending my day by going to sleep, so I can restart my day once again
I repeat this day after day, as days turn in to weeks, weeks turn in to months
This vicious cycle of monotony continues with no end
Stagnating my imagination, becoming unable to think outside the box
Acting like a sloth, with no energy
Intergrading my self in to the system and no happiness to call my own
One day as I was walking down the street, I bumped into an old fried form school
As it’s natural we embarked on a conversation, talking about our lives
When I asked him what is his profession, he told me he’s an artist with very little success, however he’s happy with the life he lives
So I decided to pick up an instrument myself, after a while the monotony left me
Happiness came back in my life again
Creativity filled every corner of my soul
I started to become more sociable, which enabled me to find someone to love
Trying out new stuff that I would never had imagined I would do For awhile all was good , but everything started to become routine again
So I tried to find something else, I did!
I began going to the gym
Then again the same for a bit all was good but I keep going back to what I know best
Again and again and again!
I keep finding something new, to replace the old, with no end in sight
Maybe I shall just end my life once and for all
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6. |
Strength of Suicide
05:06
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My life has no meaning no more
There’s nothing left for me here
On this planet of solitude
And repetition
Depression in every corner
So how will I take my life
Shall I take the pill
It’s not for sure that it will work
Maybe I shall hang my self
The thought of suffocation is not so comforting
So I don’t have the strength
In the end to go through it
So what is my reason to live
No happiness no life no love
Monotony rules my day
Except for some things which
Eventually become part of the routine
Stuck in viscous cycle of self hate and redemption
Breaking bit by bit what’s left of my damaged soul
Not worth much as a human
I’m more like a wraith wandering the deadlands of society
A ghoul of the night
I will jump of a tall building
For a moment I'll fly
Then as I hit the floor
I will be free as I was
The day I was born
Fade in to black now
No longer haunting the streets
The fall to grace I deserve
Six feet under by the creek
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7. |
By The Creek
02:41
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